Happy Chinese New Year - 2006

The year of the dawgie !! Happy Chinese New Year to whoever that visit my blog and read my blog and those who are kind to my blog =). Wishing u all a happy and blessed Chinese New Year.

Haha .. just read thru Meiyii's blog ..and actually kinda agree on some part that she mention bout the reason of dun haf the feeling of the Chinese New Year... So far .. today is already the 2nd day of new year . .and so lil ang pau !!! =P

The weather is so so so hot .. and .. yeah, that is the weather of the Chinese New Year neway. So lil new year smses .. not even more than 15 till now !! Is so so so super lil if compare to last year and even the Christmas or New Year .. hahah but nvm ler .. at least I got some of them.

My grandparents all passed away . .and even my uncle passed away somewhere around last year .. and my aunt passed away 2 days b4 Chinese New Year eve.. so .. actually no hometown to balik .. just sit around at home .. watch tv .. if there is some nice show to watch . play mua com .. read books and sleep .. hehe basically take chance to take a good rest after all the working and working .. mm .. rest =D

So .. wats tmr plan ?? hahaha I dunno ~! hehehe but I guess I gonna take chance to go watch movie .. anyone wif me ?? hehehhe .. hopefully there is some ppl around that can teman me watch some movie .. =)

:: Listening - Youth Alive : Living for You ::

*Sob*

Well, my day suppose to be ok .. suppose to be kinda good neway. Dad came back early .. everyone is just start all the Chinese New Year mood. I thought I will too, I really thought so .. but ..

Giving .. giving is alwiz good isnt it ?? But how bout .. never learn to keep some to urself ? Will that be good ? =( I just duno how to keep some to myself.

Liking wrong person is alwiz my prob, liking someone .. and start match making when I found out my fren like the same person as I do .. and everytime they got couple .. I just cry myself alone in the corner.

Am I just stupid or wat ... non stop giving chance to ppl .. Even tho .. everyone will thought that someone and me might get along together .. but everytime .. when I know bout someone who is my fren after the person I like .. I just start matchmaking both of them .. I just non stop doing that ..

Deliriou5? is coming !!!

Do u noe ?? do u noe ?? Deliriou5? is coming to Malaysia ! and is on the .. erm .. 2/2/2006 in Putra Stadium if not mistaken .. haha .. =P

Neway .. I just saw the news not long ago, in church and as well from Angeline's blog. Not to forget there is one of the topic in Guitar4Christ, actually talkin bout the Deliriou5? that is coming to town as well. I just kinda lazy to provide the link here .. so .. if u dun mind, u can click on the link I provide at this blog .. and the link is just on left hand side, there is another on the right hand side, with the banner as well.

Crappy .... Chinese New Year is just 2 more days .. and I was thinking stil got 4 -5 days to go .. haha reunion dinner .. no much excitement for me, reunion dinner .. just only the whole family ..4 of us will be eating .. and soemthing I dun like bout reunion dinner -- using bowl !! =P I just hate using . .coz is like .. so small .. and is like .. argh !! so hard to use =P Plate, spoon and fork pls ..

So .. whats ur CNY plan ?? Goin back to kampung ?? =) for me . the 1st day of CNY is on Sunday, so as a church worker .. watelse more exciting then get to go to church on the 1st day of CNY ? Is kewl isnt it .. haha .. I mean .. kinda sad haf to wait till the service at 10am .. =P I really prefer morning service, start early and go back early .. hehehe. So far .. my dad dint say anything bout last min trip, so I guess I will be at home reading novels, online .. and so on .. most of my fren will just went back or something like dat .. blaaah .. hahah.

Wish everyone that is reading my blog .. who is not .. and all my frens =) Happy and Blessed Chinese New year !! Eat smart, drive carefully .. and enjoy =D

:: Listening - M2M : Everything ::

Title-less

I really got no idea wat title to put after been blogging for 5-6 days in a row .. hehe. Just kinda out of idea .. and secondly -- I just forget wat I wanna blog bout !! =P So I kinda just crap around here till I actually remember .. but will that happen ?? haha

Neway .. parents just got the new bed and it actually arrived today .. late today ...around 8 something, which they claims that cant find the road .. I trust them . .. y do I say so ? =P coz my mom just give the wrong way direction .. sigh ..watudu .. mom just mix up kiri and kanan .. so .. ouch ..

The bed did arrive .. and .. found 1 major prob, how to move the bed up to 2nd floor ?! the bed is definitely tooo big to turn around the staircase .. but is still a mattress only . .so is still possible to force abit, but talking bout the base of the bed ? a no no for that, the solution is .. get the double piece and join it back when move up. My dad actually took more than half and hour to decide to change to the double piece or wat .. I mean . .that is the only choice neway .. y take so long to think and decide ? price and everything still the same .. hahaha

CNY is coming really really soon .. and is barely few more days to go .. and I still havent got any new clothes or pants ! haha other than my short hair =P lots of ppl thought I change hair style .. =P is just coz I too long never cut .. and thats y ppl kinda forget bout my old hair style ? haha =P I mean b4 when it reached shoulder length level.

On the radio .. and this few days been listenin to some Chinese New Year song that is been played in hitz.fm .. than only I start to feel abit of the season of celebration .. Erm .. tho is hitz.fm .. but the Chinese New Year song is still in Chinese .. haha dun try to think of any English chinese new year song, at least I havent heard b4 .. =P if u heard b4 .. do tell me yeah .. hehe

:: Listening - Beatles : Eleanor Rigby ::

Circles99.com

Malcolm send me the invitation of the RLC on the cirlcess99.com .. that recalls me that Im actually once a member of circle99.com, I did joined b4 .. and is been few years, I guess my account is been deleted. Tried to sign in . .and it works .. my account still there.

Log-in .. and under "My Circles" I saw something .. there is 2 group under there, one of them is Manchester United .. all the sweet time that I used to talk over wif so many of them .. and I couldnt even recall any of them by now. Then I saw another one .. "CHS CF" and only 5 members....

I clicked in .. and reminds me .. that Im the founder of the CHS CF community, all the memories just pop into my mind. That time .. Im just graduated from CHS not long.

We used to having this happening community under CommuniyZero .. and for some time .. the website sudd need to pay in order to use it .. so we haf to change and look for something else.. from hotmail to yahoo group .. and I found this circles99 and is similiar to communityzero .. So I tried to host this .. and become the founder .. try to bring everything back alive .. The 1st day was good .. 3 -4 of us joined .. and I really thought it will be the sucess wan .. somehow .. it died .. wif only 5 members in it.

Today .. I click in .. and the last post is - 7/05/2003. 3 years back .. now . .the CHS CF .. having the forum .. that is actually dying and struggling .. If that die off, I think is gonna be the 6-7 of the community / forum that die off.

:: Listening - Avirl Lavigne : Nobody's Fool ::

Handphones ?

Oh well .. Monday my offday, went out in the early morning wif mom to get some hair cut b4 CNY .. =P for the ear's sake .. if not my mom gonna nag till I cut it .. so save my ear from those nagging nagging .. I decide went to State to cut my hair.

After get my hair done, mom's turn to dye her hair.. so mom wants me go to the bank and update the bankbook .. supprise, there is not much ppl in the bank, so I kinda get my stuff done fast .. and I decide to drop by Kryz's shop to kacau =P haha .. the HongLeong bank was just beside there .. =P not really kacau her la .. but I kinda also lookin for some phone, b4 the current one I having spoil.

So .. Kryz intro to me quite a number of phone, which includes the brand new SE w900i, 6111 and 6270, but I still eyeing on the E398, since the L6 is like .. credit card type of phone .. and I might break it =P .. L7 is kinda same lookin wif L6 but just upgraded and is silver black.

Nowadays the phone are kinda like all kewl lookin, other than the mickey mouse edition phone, which loooks darn nice but the function wise and battery wise ..erm . hahaha. =P Kryz just non stop asking me to get the 6270, is the latest and yet no much ppl having it .. looks is kinda ok , but I heard the function is not bad ? but the price ..urgh .. exceed from wat I can afford. Try to get my dad to sponsor me some .. but my mom say no no =( Guess I have to get the E398 .. if really cant wait for the stupid ROKR E1 that is still not in Malaysia yet ..

:: Listening - Youth Alive : Living For You ::

Wordy and Crappy

Hey .. I just been start posting non stop for few days in a row .. =P Just try to get wat I think into the blog .. Everytime I just got loads of idea wat to type .. but ended up .. *type type type .. erk .. forget something .. * =P Is happen all the time .. so this time I just trying my best to keep wat I think back to blog. And ..erm .. just try to be crappy .. hahahaha

Okie .. still back to the topic that we discuss thru CG on the Friday, yeah .. the topic still goes around the CG, I mean, I really enjoy every moment of my time in the CG .. Haf to admit when sometimes the CG is really getting super small .. just like last week, only 5 person ? But I still enjoy .. no idea y .. hehee Heeey .. look at last year .. I dint absent any of them k =P

There is another testimonies I shared thru for the 2nd time in the CG, which is the most recent wan. Daniel was asking bout ..erm ..something like, how sure u noe that is not a wrong choice .. or something like that. So .. I just shared this testimonies of mine out.

Back to last time .. b4 I start working in church, I was erm ... kinda went back to CHS CF for 2 -3 years and be the some sort of Transport Ministry for some ppl who need it, I fetch ppl back and forth to CF .. no matter where they stay, even all the way in OldTown .. or like Liz .. who stays in USJ, I still fetch them around tho .. and as u guys noe, there is when 8-9 ppl are actually squeeze into Junior which is my Kembara.

After Graduate somewhere around July from KBU, I was kinda down wif no cert .. no nothing at all, due to some problem I facing for some time, I really worried bout my future, and .. somehow one day Pastor just offered me a job in church .. and to my supprise, I do really want to work in church, yet my antoher prayer is .. prayed that God will actually let me attend Saturday VYS and also Sunday service as well, without sneaking out or get a reason to get out from house. Working in church is actually able me to attend the church no only on Sat and Sun but is almost everyday ! and definitely I got a job which I wanted ~! Happy for that .. and really excited, but somehow .. in the another hand, if I work .. that means I wont be able to fetch ppl here and there anymore, numbers of ppl will lost trasport to attend CF.. I really duno should I take the job or not .. so .. I pray for guidance.

God told me .. do watever I wish to .. and wat my desire is. So .. I accepted the offer and I go for interview and so on .. everything went well by God's mercy and grace. I get the job. I told my frens .. that I start working very soon and no longer able to fetch them to CF and even to church, they said is ok .. and somehow .. I saw them in church one day, so I asked him .. he told me, church actually arranged the transport for them .. and yet .. most of them got no more trasnport prob to CF as well. God did arrange everything nice .. and for sure I wont noe wat is God's plan.

I wasnt very sure bout the choice I make .. is it correct, is like both also God's calling .. but by prayer and by faith and by the guidance of the Holy Spirit, I know that my choice is a correct choice. By faith .. by faith.

How sure that U noe is not a wrong choice ? When u make a decision .. and u just feel so uncomfortable .. and not peace in ur heart .. that means that is a wrong choice, ur Holy Spirit is ur best fren, so beware of the smal tiny lil voice that is goin to guide u.

:: Listening - Planet Shakers : You Alone ::

Just some thought

HAha .. story back to yesterday CG ... I guess I just done some testimonies in a way to explain to Daniel bout the 3 wills, the God's will, the Devil's will and the free will. So .. Daniel just put up some examples .. and that is kinda complicated neway .. so I just gave my testimonies of my life bout how sure am I God will give us a way and not show us everything .. and so on ..

So .. basically .. this is how it goes for 1 of my testimonies, which .. erm .. Lydia or Meiyii mention is one of the thing we learn in Kingdom Keys .. "charge thru ur quitting points" (thanx meiyii for correcting =D) or something like dat, couldnt recall back.

After accept Christ back to year 1999, the 1st year was kinda ok ok .. but persecution is getting more and more and is getting worst and worst. Parents are making tons of noise, and everything just dun flow as well as I thought. Yet is getting bad. Then 1 day .. I was actually thinking of quiting Christianity. So .. I told this to one of my senior -- ChiaWen. I told her that I feel like quitting it.. .and she just told me "do u think Christianity is a club that u can quit and join whenver u want ?? " Sounds nothing .. but is really meaningful for me that time. So the following year .. I jus be patient and patient.

Since that day onwards, I learn to be patience and stand firm .. and yeah .. basically I just learn to charge thru when Im sad and depress .. I mean .. life is just like a roller coaster, ups and downs. If ur life is those kind .. wat u want and u get it .. is like so meaningless .. is like no challenging .. watever uwant u can just get it within a finger snap .. Sooner or later, u will lost the desire to win and achieve, and no nit to say bout having faith and trusting God, or even rely on God somemore. Coz wat u want U just got it so easily .. Life .. is just like dat. Is bout how fast u learn to get up when u fall. Is bout how u take those critics that points at u, is bout how u treat those ppl that try to stop u from winning. Is bout the will of choosing God's will and Devil's will.

God wants u to be a happy and properous person , but devil is the one try to rob u away from ur inheritance. That is a freewill for u to choose. God's will or Devil's will .. and Im sure u noe wat to choose.

:: Listening - Youth Alive : How Much ::

Gotcha !!

Haf u tune into Hitz.fm lately ?? esp for the morning crew, if u did .. u might had realize the ping pong sound that been appear for at least 2 months ago .. I guess. Then if u did follow them . then u should noe wat happen today morning.

I was driving .. so I heard their ways of get rid of that ping pong sound.

"On the count of 3, I want u all tap ur radio.... "
"We need everyone to do this to get rid of the ping pong sound .. "
"1 .... 2 .... Tap !!!!!! "

Did u do it ?? Did u actually follow their instructions ?! =P I guess I just know wat is in their mind .. and of coz dint follow .. Neway .. Salute to Florence who actually admit that she follows !! noe y ?

" The sound really goes off !! "
"Malaysian ..... GOTCHA !!!!! "

=P is just another prank from them after the previous "JJ and Rudy hijacked the Hitz.fm studio" on the april fool .. did u remember ??

Neway .. today wasnt really a bad day, but is really kinda good neway. Duno how to explain, at least my fever has gone . now just left some nose block and coughing non stop.

Went to CG wif 10 currypuffs .. and still afraid will not enuff, but ended up . only 5 ppl turned up for today CG. Discuss bout Ps. Margaret message on last week .. not really much on the notes, but just elaborate ..and explain . .and examples .. and yeah .. =P basically this is how the CG ends wif the prayer then.

BLeeh .. i so not myself for today .. at least for the CG part .. I just been . .erm .. duno how to explain .. haha .. I just found that me so not myself =)

:: Listening - Linkin Park : Crawling ::

*cough cough*

The news is spreading fast enuff eh .. wat news ?? Of coz is the news bout RLC having the new look webbie !! at least by now .. for my information, MeiYean, Angie, WeiLuen and Ken sure noe bout it .. and definitely I noe the news is gonna spread more fast.

Till now .. I have been fall sick for 3 days and stil counting =P. Dun ask me wat happen coz I got no idea wat actually happen, just noe it was starting wif my throat feels weird .. and at nite I just get a hyper active nose that non stop running everywhere.

Okie .. so basically .. I trying to achieve 100% of my Kingdom Grace class .. and I think I cant achieve it anymore .. y ? =P Coz I not even attend the class for once by now =P and is already 2 classes gone . and we only can absent for max 3 classes ?? =P and I adi missing 2 out of 3 =P Eh .. not my fault =P I just think I suppose transfer my class from Kingdom Grace to Kingdom New Testament .. haha . more suitable .. at least me the camera ppl =P

:: Listening - Planet Shakers : Everything ::

Did u see it ?? did ya ??

Goooooodness .. I've been waitin so long for this day to come true !! Ever since I knew it .. and I just non stop checking on .. and wonder when it will start launch .. and finally finally .. is here !

Yo !! U guys from RLC !! Haf u ever log into the chruch webbie b4 ?? If u do so .. sure that is some ages ago .. and feel is kinda bored and never log in back anymore ?? =P no worries. . I used to log in .. and then I never do so at all . coz I feel is so so boring and so dull. Everything is just so so plain. Agree peeps ??

Now .. maybe u could tell me u did log in last nite .. (16/1/2006) But haf u log in today ?? I did log in last nite .. and tell me, there is nothing new rite ? =) Well .. now I proudly gonna advertise it ..

The Renewal Lutheran Church new webbie is LAUNCH !! Yesssss ! Is the truth .. is all brand new, same add and the design is a totally change !! Log in and start telling ur fren bout it ! of coz u still able to download pastor's message in window media player form or even mp3 format, and not to forget the Text message that u able to download it as well ..

Go take a look at the brand new RLC webbie !!

:: Listening - Youth Alive : J.E.S.U.S ::

Youth Alive - Shout Ur Glory

Well .. this is the current album that I actually playing now ... got it from Lois neway .. This is my 2nd YouthAlive album, the 1st one wasnt that nice .. and I dint even notice it after so long.. somehow, this is the 1st time I listen back to YouthAlive after so many years, and They changed !! haha .. I like this new album of them .. erm.. is it new ? not sure bout it. But I like it.

There is 3 songs that caught my attention, the 1st is .. erm .. Take Over, with a super kewl intro, with some sort of rock way to present it, combination of the electric guitar and bass guitar. Present out a new style .. that u wont believe it is actually Christian music when u heard it.

The 2nd song is J.E.S.U.S .. I guess u can guess how it goes by looking at the title of the song. A rapping song .. and an idea for u .. the song is abit like some rapping song that is combine with the idea of Bring Me to Life from Evaesence. The intro goes .. "Jesus so powerful .. "

So the last song .. Is a familiar and is not even a new song -- All Day. Originally from HillsongUnited - More than Life album. The diff of this version is .. when u hear the intro .. is definitely is the intro from one of the song from ColdPlay .. Yeaaaaaah .. I dint get it wrong .. but is true. It goes wif the tune of the song .. and wif the song goes "all day .. all day .. all day .. " Then the music goes faster and faster .. after awhile.. then back to the normal intro that u heard from the Hillsong United album. A way to get ppl's attention tho is an old song .. but is still a nice song =)

Not sure is the album in Malaysia yet . but I guess it did .. =P go get. A worth it album after I heard the latest PlanetShakers album -- Arise.

:: Listening - Youth Alive : All Day ::

CNY is around the corner !

Chinese New Year is just around the corner !! Is barely another 2 weeks more to go ? and I actually still dun feel anything yet, not yet having the festival mood and so on .. is like .. normal days. Maybe coz I start working and dint really pay attention to it ? Or maybe coz I've grown up .. and getting more mature (cheeeee wah .. =P)

Have u got ur new clothes yet ?? Hav ur family bought those snacks and mandarin orange, soft drink for CNY ?? =P Dun think my parents did as well . hahahha .. maybe this coming week will get all those done, esp my dad .. loves to get lots and lots of snacks and candy to place it on the table ..

1 thing I noe for sure, that is gonna back to work on the 1st day on CNY .. is Sunday .. u wont want the church to be close for this day riteeee ? hehe at least I dun really mind to back church on the 1st day of CNY =P maybe can get more ang pau ??? hahhahaha .. Looking fwd to .. looking fwd to .. *winks*

:: Listening - Planet Shakers : Now and Forever ::

Its back .. is back again .. y ?

=( is back again ... is back again !! After it had been let me after for few months .. and now is all back again ..

=( working in church .. and serving in church .. is so so so much challenging. I really happy and thankful .. that I get to work in church .. and now I haf to face a prob again.. Parents !! Parents start their prob again and now they non stop giving me pressure ..

Mom had been making lots of noise after I told them 1st day of CNY need to back to church and work .. mom is super super unhappy wif it .. and dad non stop asking me to change job ..

Facing persecution really really stress ... God ...... HELP !!!

:: Listening - Planet Shakers : You Are ::

yak yak yak ..

After the Saturday youth service, and being a "part time" transport ministry for sending ZhengDe, TianAn, Nicholas back home .. instead of the church send them .. I just being nice and send them back =P. I straight away drove to Elena's house... January, the birthday celebration for few person is happen again.

Arrived at there around 8.30pm, thought can fool Elena for telling her I not coming .. but .. I cant trick her, noe y ? Coz her car was just behind me .. urgh !! Get Syefri wif me .. and we went to Subang KTM station to pick up Albert and Ed. Is like .. I only get to seem them once in a year only .. hahaha .. but is true neway, other than Albert who I actually met b4 somewhere around last year when went movie wif Azira they all. But Syef and Ed is really the last time I met them was exactly a year back. Same place .. same function.

This time .. I just hang around wif those I noe .. without John aka Jiggly .. but at least there is Lazy_skaters .. and Azira and Zul aka Camry from Internet. Actually I noe them all from Internet, all of them is actually my Internet frens. =P yeah .. my Internet frens is another big group. Know them from the official hitz.fm and xfresh chatroom.

This nite .. we just bz setting up the BBQ stove .. and took us around half and hour .. with the help of 4 ppl .. and =P the stove was finally set up !! Taaaa DAaaaaaaaaaah .. but a moment later ..

"erk .. wat is this ??"
"looks like it is suppose under the stove .. "
"oh yeah !! is suppose under the stove .. no wonder so shaky "

by the time we realise .. and we about to call them .. they just throw the chacoal in it .. and start setting up the fire .. hehe =P but thank God .. nothing wrong happen .. at least till the time I cabut off.

A nite . I actually dint mix around .. I just hang out with Syef ..and got a very long talk .. haha .. from car to com . .from com to duno wat adi .. Just dint noe we can chat till so long .. that is something that never happen b4 ? haha ..

This nite .. I dint even join the crowd inside the house, just grab a plate of food .. and I just start talkin , dint even take the cake as well. duno y .. I just dun feel like it. Haha .. and I actually cabut off without telling Azira .. =P bad me .. hehe .. just that time I dint saw her around .. so i just went off.

:: Listening - Planet Shakers : I'm Yours ::

Kiki Lala ? =P

No idea wat title to give by now .. after 200 over post, and really really run out of idea of wat kinda of title to make it unique .. oh well .. so I just give the title "kiki lala" =P Just pop into my mind neway .. hehehe .

Being "semangat" posting few days in a row .. and now getting back lazy =P. Not really lazy la ... just duno wat else for me to blog, currently .. my Winamp is repeating 1 song only .. and I actually let it run and run for N times by now. A new song that is added into my mp3 inventory =P. Majesty from Planet Shakers. Thinking how to edit the song .. and what song to merge wif, so can play during Sat VYS. At least some vibrant song .. =P I really love the starting part of the song .. sounds kewl. The whole song .. seriously making ppl wanna jump around.

Aims for 2006 ?? Jaslyn reminds me of that, seriously .. I havent think of any =P Other than another year .. and I actually getting older 1 more year, freaky 2 and a 2 .. urgh, time flies ... the time I helped out in CF .. and still fooling around in college .. and by now is all like 1 - 2 years stuff, but is still like just happened. Good thing to annouce, I actually achieve 1 of my last year goal, knowing another 50 new ppl .. not knowing them by name, but really keep in touch wif them. A very tough goal .. but I did achieve it .. by just touching the 51st person =D

2006 .. 2006 .. *scratch scratch* really duno wat aim .. never thought of it by now, maybe .. erm . work hard ?? hahahha .. lets see .. cont attend the CG .. which I actually attend every single CG meeting last year =D A good record isnt it ?? Even the Kingdom Keys I also finish it by having 100% attendance =). I guess .. lets keep the record on going =). Try my very best to achieve another 100% attendance for CG meeting and also the Kingdom Grace class.

Looking forward the new year, work hard .... and cont to improve my own character. Will never say my character is good or something like dat, for what I think .. there is alwiz room to improve myself.

Life .. will be hard for this year, and I looking forward for more new challenges. Only 1 thing to say "Bring it on !" Wanna be a history maker U got to be a Risk Taker at the 1st place.

:: Listening - Planet Shakers : Majesty ::

Flash back 2005

Hmm .. lets do a lil flash back to 2005.. a wonderful isnt it ?? =P well .. most of the time I guess .. haha .. I got no idea. But I guess will be a 50-50 for last year.

Nothing much happen in the early year, other than the break up between my ex and me .. But no biggie =P I still alive and kicking at here by now. The wonderful thing .. is I got graduate from my college life after stuck in KBU for 4 years ! =P doenst mean I hate college life, just getting very very boring at those canteeen food =P

2005, my year to celebrate my 21st bday, which everyone take it as a very big day .. and I really was looking forward to it. Somehow .. wasnt that bad, get to celebrate a lil with Esther mui and Tian An . got some wishshes and greetings from frens .. got a card from the CF peeps .. and thats all bout it. Somehow .. I realised .. bday .. is just a normal ordinary day .. nothing special to me anymore .

Till August, I left the CHS CF after been there helping them for 3 years . Leavin them . is kinda sad .. really .. Starting off in there kinda new .. and till now noe lots of them, and even help them in the Deeper in Love camp in end of 2004. Anyway .. After 3 years in CF, God do has a plan for me like He promised .. I got a job and work in church. Just something that I actually least aspected.

Towards the end year .. Getting more and more stress when haf to make sure the Lion King musical concert and the Youth Rock Concert got good recording .. working undress stress is alwiz something i gettin better cope with =) Amen for that ! hehe ..

:: Listening - PlanetShakers : Not Ashamed ::

The Life. .

Today the ppl from Sabah Church arrived in RLC .. and took a tour around the church, dint noe how was it, coz I was basically doing my own stuff .. hehee ..

Lunch with them in DreamCenter .. and of coz again nice nice yummy delicious food and fellowship around the table alwiz take place when come to this kinda of time. Hahaha .. this few days I just non stop stuffing those nice and yummy delicious food in my tummy .. mmm .. .drool all over =P But hey .. wait . I dun get fat no matter how I eat and I dun even gain weight =P jealous ?

I took a seat at one of the table .. which I was all alone from RLC and seated with everyone from Sabah in DreamCenter. Was nervous tho .. coz I dint went to Sabah last time and .. so all of them is really really new to me. Supprise, the ppl that I seat with, all of them are actually mandarin speaking .. so not a prob to me =P

Answered some normal question .. and get to know more new ppl .. such as Denny, HuayLee, Florence (not florence foong or florence lee !!) and jane . and so on =) Exchange some ideas .. talk abit here and there .. hehehe . cant really recall back wat we had talk over the table. But I do remember 1 thing very clearly .. we was like .. talking bout Christianity .. and one of them asked me .. Is the parents over here really strict with the religion the children going to choose. From wat she saw b4 .. the parents here are really strict to those.. and there is some, when the children wanna convert to Christian, the family is going to kick him/her out from the family .. Sounds scary and feel is ridiculous ?? But tell u the truth ... this is the fact .. at least my family is like dat. Wanna be Christian ? Get out from the house and u can be that .. which means get out from the house not live alone only .. but it means, u are out from the family forever ..

The first 3-4 years is really really suffering from those persecution from family and friends. But most of the pressure is from family itself. Mom found out once I was in the CF . and mom forced me to resign, but I dint, and mom eventually forget bout that stuff.

Looking back .. and really amazed how I overcome everything .. is like .. kinda nitemare when mom really aggresive bout those, duno how many times I actually cried alone .. and thinking bout quiting Christianity .. But till ChiaWen told me .. "Christianity is not a club that u can join or quit anytime u want" Somehow .. I learn to be patience and rely on God no matter wat. Even thur the darkest time of my life .. I suffer alot, till Ps. Joshua message -- walking thru the valley of darkness, really struck me. I started to realise .. and going back to God .. and ... believe it or not, my life just changed in that short moment .. Walking out from the Valley of Darkness and here comes the light . Amen .. Amen for that !

My life ? Used to be super nitemare .. esp when I was standard 4 .. getting better after f3 ... that is after accepted Christ. Believe it or not .. Been blesse over and over again .. and even till now .. till this time.

:: Listening to - Lilo and Stitch OST : Stitch to the rescue ::

2006 is here !

2006 is here finally !!!! hehe .. how u guys celebrated it ?? =P For me ?? Nothing much special . other than church service is still church service =) Went to St. Paul at 10.30 .. that is .erm . after end the service in RLC .. Thought I was early, since the serive started at 11pm .. but .. a number of ppl actually had arrived.

Catch up with Yogan, Calvin, JoshuaMohan and not to forget my own mui, Natasha and Evonne, service was nice, nothing special to talk bout .. just remember .. ended at 1 .. and fellowship and vroooooooom !!! sped back all the way home, hehe .. stil got my own church service in the morning.

There is the part of how I actually celerated the New Year .. Back to 30th December 2005. We had the Watch Nite service in RLC, Ps Sally, Ps Elisa and Ps Carey read out lots of testimonies that is written by the church members. This nite, we been told .. Is the Year Of -- Walking In All Your Inheritance !! That is gonna be the new theme for 2006 !! Genesis 13 : 14 -- 17 =)